Shalom God,
I can't believe I'm about to say this but I'm full. Not with food - my tummy is usually full with food. Tonight, it's my soul that's full. I just came from an affair at my shul. To be honest I was not looking forward to it because it was honoring me and I don't like the attention. But there was something about tonight that was so special, so real, so magical - that I am full.
Maybe it was all of the hard work that I know went into making a beautiful evening; maybe it was seeing three generations of temple members come together and celebrate; or maybe it was being surprised by my dearest friend and teacher, Rabbi Creditor. Whatever it was it filled my heart and soul.
I want to thank You, God, for allowing me to feel this fullness - this joy. Thank You for allowing my heart to be big enough to accept the many blessings that were shared with me tonight. Thank You for helping me to be joyful and in the moment despite my discomfort with being the center of attention and thank You for reminding me to remain humble.
Being this full is, I imagine, a temporary experience, but I plan to hold on to it as long as I can. Thank You for being with me tonight and every night.
L'chayim!
David
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